bored..yawn

bonjour!haha,sry i am going a bit crazy now a days as i am really bored..I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!11 MORE DAYS TO THE MCR CONCERT!but the bad news is that i am going with my mom and she dosen't seem to want me to go with cheryl who got tickets just behind me and that it sucks that i have to spend the entire concert with...my mother who like overreacting so much trying to fit in my life.i mean why can't she just lemme go?is it becuz i am the only child then fuck!gosh life sucks,people always say being the only child,yea i get what i want but i dun get what i really want,i only want freedom,nothing else,i envy people who has brothers and sisters why?cuz then u dun have to be compared by people u don't noe.my parents are always telling me"oh u noe my colluges daughter got like 229 for her psle marks,i am too ashamed to tell her ur marks u noe" or "oh u are so bloddy stubborn"and stuffs like that,really there are days i just wanna jump down frm the 24th floor,but i am lucky god is always there for me,well enough about my so called life,i am still listening to reset..haha why? that songs like really nice oh and another one is called broadway by goo goo dolls,haha and also listening to one day by simple plan, theres a few movie i currently so wanna watch its the tattoist,fred claus and this chritmas.i especially wanna watch this christmas i mean it lks so nice to watch but its so sad i am going away during christmas.i wanted to watch love actually again.haha i like that show ok.wells, gtg i wanna watch more music videos!!hahas
byez!
"Sometimes this house feels like a prison
That I just can't leave behind
There's so many rules I gotta follow
Cuz you can't let go
I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but
One dayI won't take this anymore
One dayI'll be old enough
To do what I want to
And I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say
I'm not allowed to
One day"