CuRrEnTlY LiStEnInG tO: tats wad u get by paramore
so,today woke up at 12:35..late right?well,tats my life,last night i just sat on my bed and thought some things through..i mean wad happened to me?who are my real frens?who can i trust in my life? who loves me the most?am i who i think i am?i noticed i changed alot since pri skool days..its alrdy year 2 in wsss and i changed frm a joker to nothingness.people who knew me would know tat i was always smiling. but currently i have nothing to smile at.every morning i get up frm my bed,put a fake face for my parents to see,put on another tuffer personality for skool and take it all off and be loud when i am home alone. put my real personality on when i am with my old pals..am i faking myself or the people around me i dun noe.i feel used in skool,i feel like a jerk at home.i dun noe wats real and wats not,i feel dead inside and out.i dun feel anymore..i am now writing like an emo...wow..tat sucs..i really need something fun in my life.i feel like going bac to pri skool tis coming friday..i dunoe...this morn davita just called we talked,she changed,i changed,everyone changed for good, but i think i am the only one hu changed for the lonesome.well this is one long post...i hope no one would die reading this..haha,i guess i still have some humor in me..well,i gotta go live my fake life..where nothing exsits,loves gone,my frens are gone and i am a dog. byez.