THE DREAMS ARE IN AND REALITY IS OVER.IS THIS HOW YOU FEEL WHEN YOU FALL IN LURVE?

Saturday, May 31, 2008

H-O-T
hehe...cute...matsuyama kenichi..wander wad movie tis was
Matsuyama Kenichi
reconize him better now?yeah...hes L...
L Change the world
tis is the bk i bought today...i can't believe its all in chinese & NO PICTURES!

CuRrEnTlY lIsTeNiNg To: 1)The world -nightmare
2)vivid colours-larc en ciel
3)kinki kids forever-kinki kids
4)used to-daughtry
5)always be my baby-david cook
HEYHEYHEY!!today was nice..went out for like 3 hrs or so..i hope the jonas brothers episode on hannah montana was not today..cuz i so wana watch tat one andi missed it today..oh,i bought the bk to L change the world and guess wad!its all in chinese DAMN IT!!i mean at least i didn't buy the jap one,i tink i would have been stunned..it was finally translated to chinese..yay!!well,i guess im gona need the chinese dictionary beside me soon..damn..oh and the ans to y i am not on MSN nowadays is becuz...i canot get into it...AGAIN!!SHIT!must change e-mail again..sigh sigh sigh...oh well,hey u noe i read the hip-hop high skool,bk in just one day..in 2 hrs!!i was liek WTH?well,tat bk is really nice..people shld borrow and read it..i realise some stuff and frm thurs onwards,i told myself must study hard,other things,just dun care...
well, i gtg...got loads of things to do then WATCH TV!!hey,at night i can rest ok!
lolz...got tis new digital box..its so nice!gona watch animax..yay!!byez!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

hip hop high school
TIS IS THE BK I AM CURRENTLY READING..LOVE IT


CuRrEnTlY lIsTeNiNg To:1)follow through by gavin degraw
2)oh chariot by gavin degraw
3)leave me alone,i'm lonely by pink
HEY HEY HEY PEOPLE!!3 days frm today its the click five's concert yeah...well,im not goin cuz i am not interested in them..realli,and i dun tink i wana be mobbed and get deaf with all those pretty,petty people...ok so i am a bitch myself,but i am not the type hu crys when a singer u like is hovering u ok..i am not tat obseesed..the onli thing which makes me cry is watcing titanic, or pearl harbour..am i lame or wad?oh well,i am so tired,it was scorching hot today..i am like wad the hell?s'pore is so HOT!!i mean liek wth?oh u y i am in a gd mood todae?I CAN FINAALY USE MY MSN IN PEACE!!well,i changed my e-mail to f.o.b_underthecorktree@hotmail.com since i can't find the password to my other one..sigh..kinda lost it...hehe..dumb ain't i?well,i love the song,leave me alone im lonely by pink..its so nice!!!!
"tonight ,leave me alone im lonly,alone im lonely tonight..LEAVE ME THE F*** ALONE TOMORROW I'LL BE BEGGIN U TO COME HOME AND.."~so nice~u must hear the whole song when u have the chance man..oh btw,i finished the old bk,i am reading the new one..called "hip-hop high skool" cool eh?haha,yeah
well,byez!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

LiStEnInG tO: Gavin DeGraw - In Love With A Girl

lolz..hey people!dying of boredom here..i mean i can't even log into MSN anymore!well,tat means im gona make a new e-mail..i'll post it on here..if u want to add me..but heck hu will care anyways...today was realli realli a not tat much of a gd day..i wish my dad nvr come bac so early..then maybe i would've played basketball longer and played in the rain..then the anger in me in the l8tr time,wouldn't be soo serious..becoz of some things which happened today,i got my old bad addiction bac...i mean i recovered frm it for 3 mths now OK!sigh...now i started it all over again...u gotta be kidding me..y do i have to do tis to myself?i am so sad!i wish there is someone who can understand the pain i am going true and not rubbing it in everytime 'they' walk by....i am realli realli in pain..ouch...oh well...its weird how life takes shape eh?i can nvr figure it out..one day its good,another its bad...well,i tink tmrw going to the airport would be a great change..i hope i am going to changi airport..lemme tell u,its a realli gd place to hang out realli,its damn cool..hehe,yeah tmrw is my working day,but i love working,it helps me forget everything at the particular time and plus,theres alot of nice food in singapore i can eat..heh heh..for lunch..its nice,well,i gtg excercise again..urgh,well byez!gonna read the bk,'everyone else's girl' i lvoe tis bk till now,makes me noe tat i am not the onli one sufferin..well,byez!

Sunday, May 25, 2008


pohoto 1

photo2

photo 3

ok,so i am spending my days on the com doing photoshop.going to LOT 1 l8tr,return and borrow bks..hehe,tats how bored i am,i dun want to stay at home the whole day...very sianx,oh well,just stopping by to write...dun noe wad to write sigh,oh well,gtg

byez!

hey hey hey!ok,so todya i did absolutely nothing..hehe,it was damn boring.we went to IMM at like 3+i bought 2 bks,clubbing(its a graphic novel)and also another one called an absolute scandal.it lks nice although its like wad?14 cm big?i am still thinking if i shld go to tat geography remedial..sigh.i am starting work on tues and i duno if i can make it on weds..oh well,also,tmrw,i am going LOT 1 by myself..yes i am a loner,hehe,to give bac my library bks and borrow some more..yes i am a book worm,heck the book clubbing is almost finished so yeah,maybe i'll go look up on a book for photoshop..and borrow some chinese book...also i might buy the dou niu yao bu yao cd..i want it!!oh btw,SIMPLE PLAN IS COMING FOR THE NXT SINGFEST!thxs to my friend who told me,the few confirmed bands'singer coming are:simple plan,alicia keys,jamie scott,one republic&panic!at the disco,its on liek 1st,2nd or/and 3rd of august! a few days before my b'day!!OMG!!so many bands i like,unlike the last singfest..oh heck,i hope more bands i like will come and the ticks are affordable..liek the click five concert ticks..sigh,oh well,im going off!!!byez!

Saturday, May 24, 2008


tis pic must thx mr chen...nice rite?

vira.taka and retartded bryan

mr chen and one of the kid frm the orphanage

takafumi with the werid hairstyle

the 'sleeping' bus hehe

ok, so slept for 11 hrs,cool rite?so damn tired,now tlaking on the phone...sigh must still go bac to skool for geography remedial 3am wa kao... still need to go bac to skool art club 3/4 june...so sad..well, 2nd i have to go work,oh well,byez!

Friday, May 23, 2008

hey hey hey!!!BACK FROM MALACCA!!!wa lau..so fast sia,wish can stay longer...sigh,so fun lor,the tour guide,the class and the teachers,u can nvr get through the day without burstin g ur stomach with laughter...i dun n0oe how many pics tis blog cna hold,but i'll try my best to put up some..1 st day lunch like got lots of flies then everybody adandonded the seats and just 'walked' away..hehe,all the other meals are fine..also i managed to catch da final EPL match man u vs chelsea...6-5..penalty kick...damn it..muizzudin kept sayin & sayin...sstupid guy...wana hit him,but i told myself ren...ren... u dun want to waste urself over tis...haha,well,now bac home,i miss the prnk calls by the people...u noe,peopl call say 'room service' or the 1 me and my fren did 'tis is ur stalker..pay up' its MAD!well,i'll go for now...i'll see if i can talk more abt tis when i am a bit more awake...hehe oh btw,CONGRATULATIONS TO DAVID COOK!WINNER OF SEASON 7 AMERICAN IDOL!!!i watched the performance in malacca,and well wad can i say i love the 'dream big' he sang...so nice..well,i gtg,tlak more l8trz,bye!

Monday, May 19, 2008

ok tis is my 2nd post but hu cares..u dun and i dun..i forgot to do the most important thing in the world now


HAPY B'DAY FIONA MY FREN!!!!



FIONA LIM JIA YI!!TIS IS U AND ME,MOMOKO LOH TAO ZI IS SAYING HAPPY B'DAY AND MANY MORE TO COME!!!YEAH YA!!!


ok so i ripped it off syafiqah's blog and i am sry..but its sweet!y isn't fiona they all inside....and i am grinning like and idiot...just great,well,happy class,happy family :}

hey!ok,yes i noe i changed the whole blog,cuz the old one went up to 2G blog,and i didn't realli wan some people to read tis..it can be a hastle at times,cuz i poor my feeling here and some thoughts abt tat person...and i dun wan much people to noe abt it i mean i also dun wan tat person to read...well,then i'll let life be life..i gtg alrdy....gotta pack my bags for tmrw!!!yay!!!

hey people!i have to write tis 2 times,thxs to the stupid com suddenly deleting it by itself..sheesh..now dman fun,chatting with the 2G people...hehe..ahh,u noe i haven't packed my bag for camp?i just threw or lets say dumped all my clothes onto the poor bag of mine...heck anyways,i can't believe my luck,just when we're in malacca,incidently ITS AMERICAN IDOL RESULTS!!sigh....im also gona miss the performance..oh how i wish the davids would await my return then sing..ok ew ew ew...i am not gonna read anymore of those romeo and juliet bks anymore...ok,so yeah,currently am listening to jonas brothers,saosin and like loads more...oh and watching CHUCK on AXN...hes cute...haha.sigh,headache...anyways gtg...watch chuck!!ahahaha.... BYEZ!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

david archuleta david cook
WHOS GONA WIN?DAVID COOK OR DAVID ARCHULETA?LET THE BATTLE OF THE DAVIDS BEGIN!!

hi hi!well,its...2 MORE DAYS TO CAMP!...is it..wait lemme count...mondau,tuesday....i tink its two...wad?dun lk at me like tat..I FAIL MY FRIGGIN MATHS YA NOE!oh well,very very excited,oh oh oh ,i hate my rents for not letting me out on tues to go celebrate fiona's b;day..sob sob,but no worries!i got u a present girl!gona give it to u on camp day!sigh,i am still on medication..and have to drink like 5 pills or so...eeck..i hate 'em,now channel 5 is talking some ghost stories...a recount of fiona xie...i dun wana hear...noooo!!!not b4 i go malacca...u heard the history there?similar to s'pore..the battle and stuff...eeck!well,currently downloading jonas brothers,michelle branch,fm static and alot more!i can't find anymore cds to burn songs...i need cds to burn!!!better buy them b4 cmap..gona bring my cd player...i tink...i duno...thinks.....heck we'll c..i haven't even pack,i feel its too early,anyways,i gtg....so happy!i hope my rents change the channel...wait their not gona...damn it..i dun wana c tat ghost thing...oh wellz...byez!

Friday, May 16, 2008

hiya people!nothin much today,went to skool,suffered alot,da stupid TOE changed my seat to where..u wana noe?realli realli wana noe..ok...THE FRONT FRIGGIN ROW!AHHH!!!PLUS NXT TO YU REN!!jeez,damn and also its nxt to the teachers table..i wana die!!sigh,i guess the days of listening to mp3 are OVER!and to lydia..HA UR'RE NOT GETTIN MY MP3 ANYMORE!!jk jk...sigh,damn it y didn't i just passed my maths?and get 25 and aabove,i might just be lucky enough to sit at the back of the class.damn it.oh well,i am sad and broken today,must come home so early,away frm the outside society,heck i dun even noe wad i am saying!!!well anyways,can't wait for camp!!!a few more days people!!!today took pic with mr chen too!!so sad he is going away!!MR CHEN IS LIKE THE BEST TEACHER!!THE KINDEST ONE TOO!!!ahh well,at least we'll have another non-stop 3 days with him in malacca!!ahaha,i wana see tat pic..of me hitting him with the dictionary..oh well, gtg..BYEZ!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

LOL!!!ELLO!!!so sianx today,fall sick,yesterday go jelapang there,play wit pei qi,diyanah and fiona b' ball,play until i got sore throat,canot go skool today...wth?stay at my ama hse,nothing to do,drink bitter,chinese medicine,THEN take the western medicine,i take medicine until sianx liao.like,WTH!l8tr still need to take noiw dinrking chinese one..sigh,yesterday,not fun until aft art club,go play with them,then got one cat,and they got carried away,playing with it....with leaves..i just watchd with amusment...it was furry..also got one dog,a miniture pincher..came strolling along,oblivious to the cat,diyanah ran away with her bag..ahhahaha,ahh,yeah,yesterday was fun but being sick isn't ..it suxs!so yup,i guess tats abt it,i heard my maths marks..18/40..die argh!!!oh well, gotta go off at nine and i got a lot more things to do online so..BYEZ!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

ahh,today,eh...boring as usual,tat person today nvr tlak to me again...urgh,feeling depressed still...sigh.duno y i must care tat person anymore..oh,today 2G play basketball and soccer...both nvr win lah,but they play damn well.basketball,watch frm 5th floor as shun hui and i was doin IPW.nice view seh,watch fmrm upstairs,i tink our class could have won,they play damn well.sigh,i dun wana go skool lah,everyday so sian.must see tat person's face everyday,break my mind more...sigh,dun noe wad to do liao.today yi hua read fortune..ahaha,i believe some,but to me your future is wad u make urself,so how many times u read ur fortune,its ur own life to change ur destiny...but damn,mine was WHACK!like for love,i will marry young but will nvr get divorced,cuz likke we realli liek each other,then money,ok ok lah,can live,i was like heh?oh well,we'll see in like 10 yrs time eh?but by then i hope i won't be in s'pore anymore...hehe,i wana go around the world...ok,so tatas it for today..tmrw shall be a gd day,whole morning won't c tat person...i tell u i can't stand to see tat person anymore.tat person does things very well,can get top in subject me?stupid and silly i mean hu will like talk to me anyways?oh well,i gtg,must prepare myself...:}

Monday, May 12, 2008

JONAS
wow,must thx the person hu made tis!i dunno hu,but its nice!and its nicer cuz theres jonas brothers in it!


jonas
nice lyrics!

so today,urgh a mix of gd and bad.skool,was bad as usual,failed my geography exam,13/40,suxs liek shit right?passed my english,got 1st in class,but not satisfied with it i mean 18/30, how sucky can tat be?maths,confirm fail,my math tuition teacher went through the paper,my marks shld be 13/40...damn it!i suc man!sigh,and some other self-problems.gd news? I AM FORGETTING ABT TAT PERSON!i just need mroe help in erasing all the other fun memories and i am CLEARED!and another thing to add into the list of bad things of today?swallowed a chicken bone down during dinner...damn it. for gd things?SAW JONAS BROTHERS LIVE ON TV!!!yeah,they played live on the ellen degeneres show,it was so nice!they played S.O.S and When You Look Me In The Eye,i love the song just friends by them,its quite nice,i tink i would go see them live if they came, but i am not in the group of teeny girls hu cry when they come near to u,i just likve them musically
so yea,not much fun in my life eh? haha,well,urgh tmrw must go skool again...automatic off mode...yay!tmrw,the bois soccer team is playin!!GD LUC!and also the bois basketballs,but hu cares abt them anyways..ahaha,jk jk,d luc to them as well,okay then i am off to see beast and the harlot by avenged sevenfold..its a must watch vid!!!haha,well,byez!!

Sunday, May 11, 2008


ZACKY VENGENCE!ISN'T HE CUTE?LOLZ...I MEANT HANDSOME

L-R SYNSTER GATES& ZACKY VENGENCE..YAY!!

so!being bored as usual,dun wana go to skool tmrw..as usual,a few more days to malacca camp and gona be away frm home...i duno which 1 i lk forward to,going away frm home for 2 days or staying at home.sigh,life stinks,anyways,u wana noe hus on muy list for great shredders? (not in any particular order)
1)zacky vengence
2)synster gates
3)ray toro
4)frank iero
these are actually my role models man!i noe all bois,but hu cares?am i not one?
i love the song beast and the harlot,its so nice,it actually is abt the chapter of revelation in the bibble,if u read the lyrics u noe some parts are similar,its damn nice argh. well,i gtg,bac to dreading going to skool...ahahahaha

byez!

Saturday, May 10, 2008


triangle of meal

WTH?

me drunk?pheesh yea rite....pear hate yea for this

cheryl's burger cake!

finally HUMPTHEWATS!
so today is all abt..PICTURES!!!and also i'll be writting in on a new page conneceted to here so check it out!!other pics will be at my frenster page!YEAH!

Friday, May 09, 2008

OMG!~today had damn much fun...went to skool,emo the whole morning thxs to 1 person,i knew i shouldn't have done wad i did,anyways moving on,during ipw,had a hell of a time,play with spray,peng hwee and yu ren finished TWO WHOLE CAN in 1 friggin day!damn shock ah...haha,so much fun then aft tat got squished in the lrt with syfiqah,haha,and then waited for the friggin bus 67 to bring me to bukit timah,reach there met cheryl and walked to MGS and waited 1 and a half hour for friggin pear/.but damn!it was so friggin fun!!at KAP,we kept laughing and pear was like doing a imitatin of miss swan...omg,so funnie,i noe the 2G class bois does it too,but haha,hers was more friggin funnie,after everything,we went to cheryls hse and pear kept laughing,acting hyper,so was cheryl,davita adn i were like WT?!?for pear i think she was happy to see us,for cheryl it must be the work of red bull,haha,well,as for the pics,i'll upload it tmrw,damn tired today lah,it starteed like shit but ended perfectly..i got to see my niece!!!so happy,she is like the cutest thing on earth,4yrs old,i find her annoying at times,but she is damnn cute lah
well, i gtg,gona be on the phone.... byez!

Thursday, May 08, 2008


the b;day cake on my father's bday...dark i noe...


read the words..haha,my own concept of maths,no wonder i can't think algebra straight


my table...nice nice one okay..no lah jk jk,aft the bks all a BIG mess

urgh ..AHHH!!!piss off day..AGAIN!i can just fing get used to tis...wth?tat person nvr talk to me anymore,i,am emoing czuz of wad tat person did*p.s,its not a girl,so dun worry..*eek!ahh,coomon test 2 suxs,i DEPROVED SO FRIGGIN MUCH!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...oh well,i tell myself,get over it...! be happy!tmrw is operation great escape..i hope i can go..i am feeling damn nervous ahh,haha,well then urgh,i can't stand skool anymore ,but i tink if i see HUMPTHEWATS,i'll friggin forget tat person....urgh..ouch!anyways...going off to the world of misery,and yea i haven't been putting up pics,so the pics above tis are all so called 'old',... byez!
and dun worry,i am still alive and breathing..i won't die over a stupid person.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

so,lifes not treating me well at all..i feel like dying today..to tell u the truth i can't do tis anymore..i just wan to die...i dun wana live anymore...frm skool to home to friends and etc. i just dun wana care anymore...i wouldn't be surprised if today would be the last day ofmy life...i just lost my voice for screaming for help and tis is wayy more worse then havinf stomach infection..i dun noe wad happen to me.i am feeling so sick i can just jumpo down the vuilding...i always stare outside the classroom door,thinking wad would happen if i jumped down,will anyone care?i mean hu would?i ust feel dead..i dun wana face the real world anymore...i duno wad to do..i've only got 2 words to say life's fuck...and i can't stand it..lll




DEAD

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Avenged Sevenfold
A7X!zacky vengence is so hot!wait..uh heh heh...overeacting much?(the 2nd guy frm the left for those who dun noe
Leathermouth
leathermouth!frank iero!

hey!sigh,today is not TAT a gd day...well,a nice alone time day though...damn peaceful for me..during class,i blasted my mp3 in my ears,filling it with avenged sevenfold's afterlife,almost easy and critical acclaim..love those songs too much..and the teacher didn't care...tat person today nvr talk to me damn sad...inside..sigh,oh well,so today the boring life began again..i wander if tmrw is the same..the same thing everyday....sian...i hope pearlyn can make it then HUMPTHEWATTS would be perfect and i won't be alone at KAP.
well,nothing else nice to friggin wirte abt this fucking fuck shit day.so yeah,to save ur eyes frm boredom i am gonna fuckin stop.
byez!

Monday, May 05, 2008

sigh,well hi,life is not always going the way u wanted it to be,but today was a nice day.i talked to a person and i laughed,i failed my chinese...as usual..fuc chinese,nvr liked it anyways..hec i am still smiling to myself for having guts...so happy and high..some people will nvr understand..haha is just tat im a bit hyper today..*smiles*,well,today can be the worst and the the good,to me is the best and i hope i can talk again tmrw..it'll make everything better...sigh,currently i am in love with the song afterlife by avenged sevenfold,a band named the audition..these 2 band and songs are the awesomeset..haha,well litreture suxed like shit today duno wad to write and now i shld be studyin my maths,so chaozzz

Saturday, May 03, 2008


haha love this pic..yeah ya

heya people,stress under exams...spent the whole morning to evening studying litreture..tmrw whole day maths.sigh,i wish i could have gone out to plsy basketball with fiona,lydia they all,so sad lah.tmrw they canot i can...lor. hahaz,anyways,singapore is in one of its hot days now and its so friggin hot!jeez...i can't stand hot,i wish s'pore got winter tat'll be so cool,but if s'pore has winter it means tat,something is wrong with the earth alrdy..i wish i lived in america..got all 4 seasons..but wait,theres like war becuz of them..ok so in the end singapore is the safest...well,updated my songs..fiona go listen!!well i gtg..byez!going on the internet and see if i can lk for any animal summaries and notes which can help me..but i am so not happy abt my history marks..A1 but one girl in my class topped the whole class..i didn't expect her..well must jia you and stress myself more for the nxt test.. :}

Friday, May 02, 2008

seasons of love icon
read the lyrics damn nice!

soo...todya was damn funnie lah.on the way home,pei qi and i was walking past the jelapang court,then it was damn windy,then pei qi ask me lk at something,then aiya she noes can alrdy..ahaha,2nd time was at the lift,this student hold the lift,then pei qi haven't come so i say nvm,then as the lift closes she comes,the boi inside say:"eh she waiting for u eh" haha...so funnie,u must be there to laugh...as the song i am listening to say 'in daylight,in sunset,in midnighst and cups of coffee in inches,in miles,in laughs and strive' i just love tis song! seasons of loveeee...haha
well,its short but im gona leave it the way it is...so..byez!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

yay!today was so fun!went out with my parents to like loads of places..ok ok onli 3but still!the highlight of the day? woke up at 11 or 12+...ahh,,tis is my life,waking up damn late...last night i slept at like 1 am,haha.i guess i was too tired.so,today went to daimaru[a shopping mall where not much people noes and also has like caucasians there..and some are cute!..ok jk jk]as i was saying,i went there and bought BOOKS!!YAY!!haha k,friggin hyper today.so i bought this horror thriller book called 'the sleeping doll'and also i bought this realli realli awesome magazine called rocksound,which has 30 SECONDS TO MARS ON DA COVER! omg jared leto's hair lk like shit ok,he straightned it and omg,i am just disappointed..he lks gay now.i think i'll just stick to likeing shannon leto then..haha.so aft tat went to sim lim square and shop for things and went to lk at some computer games. :} i want grand theft auto!!lks so nice!!someone tell me if got computer game anot.. aft tat went to eat dinner at ramen-ramen,so i guess tats my day today.tmrw need to go ipw...must bring a ridiculously big box..a box WAY bigger then me,so dun laugh if u see me..well,BYEzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz