back to da pain!
ahh..another day aft skool..haha.today was the inter-basketball girls' competition
ahh..another day aft skool..haha.today was the inter-basketball girls' competition
so ,today is boring as usual...no more fun mass convos like on friday..haha,mass convos are fun!at least i found out.well,i had like a days break,throats still killing me and stuffs like tat.forgetting the person i should forget.sigh,everday is a messed up shit.tmrw got math tution...it sucks....then the day aft tmrw is back to hell,where there is a war between like tis 2 girls,and the fact tat i am a loser and outkasted can be seen,at least i love being outkasted cuz,its better not to be reconigzed then BEING reconigzed and gettin in to trouble with all those girls who can beat u up when u make trouble.i am writing tis cuz,i noe they dun read my blog...as usual,my blog is outkasted like me.i think i wouldn't have minded on ending my life.cuz,my parents seem to lecture me everyday and i gettin sick of it.i am gettin sick of skool,it feels like hell when last time it felt like home(in p6),now i just wanna get out of there.i am still livein now for 3 reason.1st,because of my grandma..i can't leave..shes the only one i noe,who lives her life like minee..lonely..i feel realli bad 4 always not being there with her..shes always happy.the 2nd reason is my dog,he is always there for me all the time..and 3rd my closest fren in the world..pearlyn and cheryl.always brightening me up and also becuz they remind me i got a job to do.doing something i love.making music.its becuz of the band.ampersand,becuz of tis,it is one of the majar thing in life i live for.so many bands inspire me,so many bands taught me.they taught me how we can communicate through music.all da messages we want to send abt wars,global warming and stuff can wrk.maybe becuz of this i actually live.well,enough abt me,i gtg and dream and continue to read the bk p.s i love u.love tat bk..cizo!
hey! haha,so tired today.i am still sick..AHHH!!!sigh,anyways,today got selected for this inte-class competition...for BOTH the games..basketbal and netball..darn it why are there onli like 16 students in my class and alot of people is not playing so people who are playin are onli like abt 6 girls.darn it!i took my litreture paper today,which was like__________haha.it was so-so,just got too bored and started drawing on a given lecture paper.i mean i was literelly bored today,during IT lesson,that woman miss barstard anitha never on my com's internet connection so i couldn't use it,so i was so bored.i ended up doing yi ling and lydia's work..haha.ok so today and the whole week is literelly boring!next week tueday is the inter-class competition,wednesday got MP4 then i think i am gonna rest skool on thurs..haha,i am so a slacker rite now!when skool reopens i gtg 4 taf club cuz i am overweight by 1 kg..c'mon its onli 1kg!also we are goin to tanjong katong for some prgojrct.well,too much riting sucks so i gtg..haha...BYEZ!
what would u do if u liked someone.what would you do if u liked someone.u stare at that person from far away and he lks back at ya..heck wad am i sayin!todays the worst cuz i sucked in geography today,heck anyways i was thinking of ditching geog next year...haha,maths was gd but the day was literally sleepy.every passing day the voice of mine gets huskier when u call me on da phone lemme warn u,i sound like a guy...like literelly.also,tis boy i liked actually have a state!urgh darn it.hey,high skool love sucks,everyone noes tat!haha,heck i dun wanna fall in love evar again...even have a crush...unless its like chuck comeau frm simple plan which is hardly impossible..like DUH..or maybe onli in my dreams.haha,anyways,speaking of simple plan,i sneaked out to get their cd actually...i bought it aft skool on da day it self.haha,IT AWESOME!definately worth a wait...not just A wait but 3 long years of wait..haha.well,being bored is my job,but currently i am being caught up by my studies,tmrw got like litreture test.u noe sometimes,just by staring at a bk,it actually makes u sleepy!well...i am so not a gd blog writer anyways,gtg,parents are buggin me AGAIN to study for mmy lit tmrw..test test tests..i wonder who invented tests...
sorry for not updating this place 4 oh so long,i am totally busy in skool and now sitting next to a boy called yu ren makes things worse.but today being a sunday means i'll have to see his face tmrw which completely sucks.but hey i am thinking of pon tening for 2 days...anyways, lemme tell u the songs which are in and out for me right now